A man found an eagle's egg and put it in a nest of a barnyard hen. The eaglet hatched with the brood of chicks and grew up with them. All his life the eagle did what the barnyard chicks did, thinking he was a barnyard chicken. He scratched the earth for worms and insects. He clucked and cackled. And he would thrash his wings and fly a few feet into the air. Years passed and the eagle grew very old. One day he saw a magnificent bird above him in the cloudless sky. It glided in graceful majesty among the powerful wind currents, with scarcely a beat of its strong golden wings. The old eagle looked up in awe. "Who is that?" he whispered in wonder. "That's the eagle, the king of the birds" said his neighbor chicken. "He belongs to the sky. We belong to the earth--we're chickens". So the eagle lived and died a chicken, for that's what he thought he was. . .
pretty much sums up my life till I got out of the Kult My dream not realised due to the mind f**king . . . become a good enough guitar player to make a living at it. I was pretty much marked in the Kult my whole life because of my love of music and my playing the guitar. My future dream to realize . . . . A couple of years to visit and spend considerable time at all the places of mystical/spiritual power on this planet: Uluru (Ayer's Rock) the Pyramids, Karnak Temple, Angkor Wat, Stonehenge, the Nazca plateau, Easter Island, Machu Picchu, Chichen Itza (Mexico), Teotihuacan, Istukushima Shrine, Mecca, The Great Wall, Chartres Cathedral, St Peters Basilica, Old Jerusalem, the Parthenon, Ajanta and Ellora Caves, Bagan Temples, Gateway to the Sun (Bolivia), St Georges Church (Ethiopia), etc. . . you get the idea. I still struggle with depression sessions of monumental proportions. It's really sad because I do have many things to be thankful for, an awesome job, a spouse who loves and supports me in everything I do, but the root of my sadness is that my family has been torn asunder by these spiritual thugs. I have no relationship with my brothers, my adult children, or my parents.